fr_larsson

This book is taking me forever to read, i´m usually a fast reader but i´m just not feeling this one. Can´t shake the feeling that CH is saying goodbye to Eric & Sookie. Like in this excerpt (p 152)
"It felt great to see Amelia, and I felt relieved that my conversation with Eric had been interrupted. We did have to talk about our future, but i had a creepy feeling that finishing that conversation would make both of us unhappy. Postponing it probably wouldn´t change the outcome, but both Eric and I had enough on our plates of problems."
And Amelia pissed me off, twice =/ *grwl* and how Sookie can be so thoughtless and just follow what Amelia suggests without thinking of the consequences? It amazes me. Add to this that i heard a spoiler on Tumblr that CH hasn´t introduced Sookie´s HEA yet? Made me not a happy camper. I´ve been a believer in E&S since the beginning.
I´m at chapter 11 right now but just don´t find it in me to read atm. Maybe later today, i do need to finish the book.

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Soo, finally sat down and read the last pages.
Don´t know what to think, really. Sookie feels like she´s all over the place, she helps Eric with his problem but afterwards she´s unhappy, and wants the pain to stop. She cant share his relief that the problem is solved and doesn´t even know if she wants to talk to him the next day. But the next day she tells herself that she had to change to survive. I´m not sure where she´s going or what she wants to do with her life.
And don´t get me started on the progress re: Eric and what his sire agreed to. *grrr*

It feels like CH is strining us along, we all (i hope) want to know that Sookie finds what´s best for her, to get some love and support from someone, finally, but nothing happens. We get sidetracked all the time but no resolve to Sookies HEA. I just want her to be happy.

I want to know how she´s going to use her C.D. and i would love some fluffy loving. A quicky on the porch and him taking blood but hurting her? Maybe it´s just me being a pessimist, don´t mind my review, =) i´m sure i´ll be happier after TB S04 =)